what the fuck...

do we complain about?
life is too short to waste our precious
time to play around...
to pity ourselves
to always look back
get stuck by our own heads

we ain't got any real problems
we are healthy
got jobs
got family
and friends
a place to stay
lucky us

but what do we do?
seems like
every day
we tend to
find some new excuses
to not be able to
get our fuckin guard
together
to finally get up
and give it our all!!!

and even if everything
is just awsome really
exciting
challenging....
apparantly exactly
what we want
and need
we look back
cos
we cannot
believe
it is all so good
or else
become scared
cos we fear the pain
in advance
we will possibly
face
when
it won't be no
good anymore...

it must be a human thing
to be like that
ungrateful
fickle
so unable to
cope with oneself


so good
to know
it's just one part of us

the other part
full of hope
confidence
staying power
is the one
getting up
again and again
no matter how
hard it hits us

I decided to stick to that one...
and I am not gonna let me get me
cos life is what we make it!

One love!