heart skipped a beat...

or two...


all of a sudden when I would never have expected to have to face a situation I had imagined like a thousand times...


my heart just stopped as well as my head...


so only my body showed some reaction...which was... turning around and getting away...escaping this situation I was just not able to deal with... even though I did believe I was prepared...

some time ago a friend told me... one day, this situation is gonna hit you out of the blue... unexpectedly...
and not even two weeks later... it did...

fuck... I thought I could keep my cool... but I could just not...

neither could my sneaks...cos they just took me away as fast as they could... thank you!!

thank god, nobody noticed us sneaking away like that...

I guess next time, we won´t be able to do so though...