no second chance...

to make a first impression...

I guess that saying is true...
I wonder whether if the first impression was really bad I would give a second chance to make it better...
thinking about it... I did once...and then that person seized the chance and prooved the first bad impression was wrong...
so yeah, even though there is this saying... we should not let us betray by the first impression because everyone deserves a second chance, eh?

but yesterday I fear I made a really bad impression and I fear I am not gonna be able to get a second chance...
I came to think...ok, I had a really bad day...
but that ain´t even right because yesterday I had a fuckin´ good day...the weather was so lovely I could just not help it... just like everyone else..when I went to have lunch with my friend it seemed like everyone outside was just enjoying the obvious end of this long, cold winter...

and again it showed that our mood our personal well-being depends so much on the weather...

so we asked ourselves whether living somewhere where it is always sunny and warm would guarantee always being happy and satisfied with life...probably not... but would make it easier, I guess...

anyway... on a good day like this I happened to get a bit moody and annoyed... dunno really why... so much going on on my mind these days, I guess...

I gotta let it go...