verkopft wie ich bin
lege ich jedes wort
jeden buchstaben eines jeden wortes
auf die goldwaage
und wiege
bis auf das gramm genau ab
was wohl geschwichtiger erscheint
das fuer
oder das
wider
wieder mal
dieser hickhack
den ich hasse wie die pest
muss alles ueberdenken
und alles kontrollieren
alles muss durchdacht sein
von vorne bis hinten
von oben bis unten
hinterdacht und vorgedacht
nachgedacht und ueberdacht...
jede einzelne etwaige moeglichkeit
muss in betracht gezogen werden
damit ich auf alles vorbereitet bin
damit ich nichts außer acht gelassen habe...
ich durchdenke die vergangenheit
analysiere, dividiere auseinander,
rechne hoch und runter...
und komme trotz gruendlichster analyse
zu keinem genauen ergebnis,
weil zu viele unbekannte im spiel sind...
loslassen geht nicht
das war noch nie so mein ding
deswegen komme ich nicht zur ruhe
und wie vorausgesehen zu keinem ende...
dennoch die loesung
ist mein ziel...
die zukunft ERdenke ich auch...
ziehe ein fazit...quasi sozusagen
treffe eine entscheidung
die ich scheinbar gut durchdacht habe
da 100% aber nicht reichen
rechne ich zur sicherheit nochmal nach
und komme leider nochmal zu einem ergebnis
zur berechnung der scheinbaren loesung
werden nicht viele faktoren beruecksichtigt
versucht wird
den faktor gluecklichsein
am gewichtigsten in die rechnung mit
eingehen zu lassen
bzw. ist es das, was am ende uebrig bleiben soll...
oder was war da nochmal wichtiger?
doch auch diese formel sieht in etwa
so aus:
x+y+z= glueck
drei mich verunsichernde unbekannte,
die ich nicht errechnen kann und
somit bleibt mir glueck ein raetsel,
das ich nicht durch eine formel errechnen kann
es liegt somit nicht
in bzw. an meinem kopf
der mir
somit auch hier
im weg ist
kopfsalat...
muessen koepfe, dh meiner rollen
dass ich weitergehen kann
aber wie soll das gehen
fragt mich
mein kopf
geliebter du
mein feind
Saturday, March 20, 2010
no second chance...
to make a first impression...
I guess that saying is true...
I wonder whether if the first impression was really bad I would give a second chance to make it better...
thinking about it... I did once...and then that person seized the chance and prooved the first bad impression was wrong...
so yeah, even though there is this saying... we should not let us betray by the first impression because everyone deserves a second chance, eh?
but yesterday I fear I made a really bad impression and I fear I am not gonna be able to get a second chance...
I came to think...ok, I had a really bad day...
but that ain´t even right because yesterday I had a fuckin´ good day...the weather was so lovely I could just not help it... just like everyone else..when I went to have lunch with my friend it seemed like everyone outside was just enjoying the obvious end of this long, cold winter...
and again it showed that our mood our personal well-being depends so much on the weather...
so we asked ourselves whether living somewhere where it is always sunny and warm would guarantee always being happy and satisfied with life...probably not... but would make it easier, I guess...
anyway... on a good day like this I happened to get a bit moody and annoyed... dunno really why... so much going on on my mind these days, I guess...
I gotta let it go...
I guess that saying is true...
I wonder whether if the first impression was really bad I would give a second chance to make it better...
thinking about it... I did once...and then that person seized the chance and prooved the first bad impression was wrong...
so yeah, even though there is this saying... we should not let us betray by the first impression because everyone deserves a second chance, eh?
but yesterday I fear I made a really bad impression and I fear I am not gonna be able to get a second chance...
I came to think...ok, I had a really bad day...
but that ain´t even right because yesterday I had a fuckin´ good day...the weather was so lovely I could just not help it... just like everyone else..when I went to have lunch with my friend it seemed like everyone outside was just enjoying the obvious end of this long, cold winter...
and again it showed that our mood our personal well-being depends so much on the weather...
so we asked ourselves whether living somewhere where it is always sunny and warm would guarantee always being happy and satisfied with life...probably not... but would make it easier, I guess...
anyway... on a good day like this I happened to get a bit moody and annoyed... dunno really why... so much going on on my mind these days, I guess...
I gotta let it go...
these tiny little things...
make a huge difference...
I love her necklace...pimping up her outfit...I told her that yesterday she looked so sophisticated and again resembled her beautiful mum so much...
insomnia
I do not actually like the original song from Beyoncé... but I do love this cover version... again...that girl is really gifted...
when it comes to whether I like a song or not...it really depends on the first two or three sounds... it has to touch my heart...in this case it did...so much I am going to go to sleep by listening to this clip again and again... and then hopefully letting it go for good...
Adopt-a-Pet.com
Following the Hope-for-Darfur Tees of Holiday09, there is a new Awareness project for the Spring 2010 collection: Adopt.
With this project Shepard Fairey and the Obey Team want to make the world conscious of the fact that due to the pet overpopulation millions of adoptable animals are killed each year... as a matter of fact more than 4 million only in the U.S.
With their project they support Adopt-a-Pet.com, which is America´s largest non-profit pet-adoption web service, aiming at ending the killing of animals that could be given a home.
Over 7500 animal shelters and pet rescue organizations benefit from this service and thus find homes for all sorts of homeless animals such as dogs, cats, horses and so on... especially animals having been relinquished.
Adopt-a-Pet.com is aiming at getting people to adopt a pet and so giving them a new caring and sharing home... or at least finding people to volunteer at their local shelter or rescue group...
The Adopt-design is available on a basic-tee (loose fit, 100% cotton) in either graphite, lt. grey or scour or on an antique-tee (100% cotton, slim fit) in graphite or white for guys or on a track tee (25% rayon, 25% polyester, 50% cotton) in heather grey for ladies.
plus there is the Adopt a Pet tote bag... I love these bags... everything fits in there easily... plus u got a cool design on it and u support a good thing.
I do love animals...so folks get out there and get yourself a Adopt-tee to spread the message about how important it is to adopt pets...
Get em @ Fashion Moda Hypegallery www.hypegallery.net in Bochum or at your local Obey dealer:
check: www.obeygermany.com
Adopt a Pet!!!
What I think about when I think about running...
I am just back from a run... and damn I feel good...even though I am not in good shape at the moment and even though I was pretty tired...when I came home at about 11pm after long working hours I felt like I just had to get out again...
cos it felt as if I could not breathe anymore inside...
I get this feeling quite often at the moment...
usually when I feel kinda down or am distressed by something on my mind...
but sometimes... I just need some fresh air...to let my hair down... some weeks ago, I even got out when it was snowing... I just had to...and even though it was freezing and a bit slipperly it felt so refreshing to run through the cold with your body getting hot inside...
when you are back from a run u just feel so free and relieved...
I met someone today...coincidentally...and even though I gotta admit that I preferably run through the dark so no one gets to catch me running...sweating...blabla
I did not mind him joining me... it was kind of fun running together... not bothering about how ridiculous you could possibly look...
I like reading Murakami... I once posted here about his book
What I think about when I think about running..., which I had read some time ago...
I thought about what he wrote again... well yeah...this feeling that u get when u run...it can make u kind of addicted to it...
it frees your mind... I hardly ever get such a good feeling....except for when I go dancing...
dancing is probably even better because when I get to dance I tend to forget about everything... just go for it because it is the best thing to let my hair down, really...
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Dampfschiff@Saarbrücken
I grew up in Saarlouis... a small town close to Saarbrücken...
Some time ago my dear friend Sarah happened to take over a small, charming restaurant with her boyfriend who is a cook...
I was kinda surprised when she told me...but when I first came to visit them I was so thrilled...
the place they run is so charming...it is kinda old, but it is so charming, I cannot put it into words...
they got a menu changing every day...the provide high quality and exqisite food and a good choice of wine... Sarah waits the tables herself and she is surely one reason for the fact that people love this place...
watching her talking to the guests...it was obvious they had fallen for her and they felt really kind of home...
the atmosphere in this restaurant was really warm...and most of the guests even hugged Sarah when they left an thanked her for a great meal...
somehow I envy Sarah for having this lovely place and running it together with her boyfriend...so it is something they got together and they know, even though they work so hard...it is something they do just for themselves...
on the other hand I know how tiring it must be to work and to study at the same time...I am proud how well she manages everything... and I always look forward to popping by when I am at my parents´ place...
hey girl, I truly hope your hard work will always be rewarded...but I am confident it will because you guys are doing such a great job....!! I wish we had a place like yours here...
Kuesse
obey showroom@bright
btek, anja and ross in our showroom at the Bright tradeshow...
were two (and a half) busy days in frankfurt, but working there was heaps of fun..we met cool people...it was fun showing the new stylish collection...it is a shame that it was the last time that it took place in frankfurt @the Friedrich Ebert Anlage...
paparazzi on tour
here she goes again...
caught here being somewhere in the clouds....
I am there, too...every once in a while...drifting away...
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
one last time...
I can sing it with a smile today...tomorrow I am not gonna sing for u anymore...goodbye!
@hattingen
top ten low@tour in hattingen...
taken some time ago in hattingen... need to take my sneakers on tour again, took them for a walk tonight, but as it started to rain, hardly succeeded in getting a good one... waiting for spring to eventually start...
miss anja und miss tam@ bright
two beautiful, stylish ladies@ bright trade show...
hehe...to be continued...
Monday, March 15, 2010
bartek
this is my workmate bartek... he got quite a sense of fashion and a good style...
he is wearing:
carhartt peyton shirt in red
edwin win rv rebel vintage dark used
adidas campus 80s ObyO Kazuki....
when he came to work in that outfit I just had to get some shots to show u here...
(Un-)Mensch(-en)
In dieser welt
Kann ich nicht sein
Das heisst
bin nicht gemacht fuer diese welt
Nicht gewappnet
Fuer ihre tuecken und ihre
Unmenschlichkeiten
Ich bin ein unmensch
In form eines menschen
Ich taeusche die menschheit
Durch vortaeuschung
Von menschlichkeit
Durch das leben
Unter menschen
Kann ich mir selbst vormachen
Ein mensch zu sein
Wurde ich zum mensch?
Was ist das?
Kann ich nicht sein
Das heisst
bin nicht gemacht fuer diese welt
Nicht gewappnet
Fuer ihre tuecken und ihre
Unmenschlichkeiten
Ich bin ein unmensch
In form eines menschen
Ich taeusche die menschheit
Durch vortaeuschung
Von menschlichkeit
Durch das leben
Unter menschen
Kann ich mir selbst vormachen
Ein mensch zu sein
Wurde ich zum mensch?
Was ist das?
obey@hype
neue freshe obey tees von der aktuellen spring 2010- kollektion @hypegallery, rechener str.2 A in b-town...
manche motive sind carry overs, wie z.B. das Rose Girl, 
das es auch schon Holiday 2009 gab, aber dafuer teilweise auf neuer T-Shirt-Qualitaet wie z.B. das neue Organic-Tee fuer Ladies, das nun etwas duenner und somit auch angenehmer zu tragen ist, wie ich finde...
außerdem neu dabei sind die burnout tanks fuer ladies, deren motive alle drei super toll. sind. wenn ich mich auch nur schwer entscheiden kann...ist mein favourit das motiv CANOPY.... 
ich wuerde das tragen mit nem schwarzen tank drunter, ner boyfriend-jeans und flipflops oder anderen leichten stoffschuhen...
Neu im Sortiment sind auch die Rayon Tees, mit zwei verschieden Motiven... sehr schick und aus 100% Viskose und somit sehr angenehm zu tragen....
Peeking 
ist ein neues der typischen Shepard-Fairey-Motive à la Commanda, das uebrigens auch wieder ein Revival in der aktuellen Kollektion findet, oder la mujer fatal oder peace woman 1 oder 2...
und ist nicht nur auf ner hypen, alltagstauglichen Tote-bag zu finden, sondern auch auf diversen men und ladies-tees...wie z.B. auf dem neuen Lightweight Boatneck Tee aus 100% Cotton, das zusammen mit dem neuen Deep Scoop Neck Tee...einen ehemaligen Bestseller, das Cap Sleeve Tee, ersetzt...
Doch selbst, wenn Obey gerade im Tee-Sektor meines Erachtens aufgrund der vielen verschiedenen Styles und Materialmixes, unanfechtbar ist... hat das Designteam auch gerade mit der Denimline und dem Rest der Kollektion Vollgas gegeben...
Ich liebe die Jacke Nightsail fuer Ladies
oder auch die Jacke Storm Front für Herren, vor allem in der Farbe mustard...
Auch im Denimsektor kann Obey mit einer Standard Issue in einem soliden raw indigo fuer einen passablen VK von 69.90 EUR mit etablierten Denim-Labels wie Carhartt und Co. mithalten...
Obey, I love...^^
Sunday, March 14, 2010
paparazzi on tour
another shot of my dear friend... when we went to dd last Monday...
we had a lovely day in dd... also went to a korean restaurant to get some korean food...had been so looking forward to bibimbap or kimbap...cause in comparison to korean kimbap sushi just sucks...
but unfortunately they only had lunch buffet and as both of us are vegetarians there was not that much to eat for us, really...
but it was good though... I miss korean food...
when I was still in Seoul for that long...at some stage I felt I was getting sick of always eating the same...and I also had some cravings for pastry stuff such as brezeln, buns or so... and then German food, fruit, yoghurt and stuff...
but now ....hell yeah I miss all those Kimbap heaven style korean snack-bars... if u wanna put it like that...
but it ain't just a snackbar...u get so good food in such a short time...for cheap money... we do need something like that in Germany... time for Kimbap heaven to invade us...^^ ajummas, los, kommt her!!
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